I told him to leave.
I watched him walk away.
I felt dejected and confused but also content and relieved.
Daria Shevtsova
This was a rollercoaster of emotions I was used to jumping on everyday.
Toxic relationships are that way.
A toxic relationship is a million contradictions tied neatly in a package.
The presentation is always appealing to the eye but it doesnt match the reality that is inside.
Toxic relationships are days and nights of dread and manipulation.
They thrive in environments that are surrounded by confusion and inconsistency.
I was the one that decided it was over.
But the end was never really my choice.
The confusing part about toxic relationships is, admitting that youre loving someone that is hurting you.
The most confusing part is the uncertainty of whats next when it is finally over.
Where does theend of usleave me?Seriously and utterly confused.
Drowning in shambles of the aftermath.
Is it possible to resent what you had but also be thankful for it?
Now that, my friends, is the hardest question of all.
