I felt nor fear nor desire.
I felt nor sadness nor joy.
It was noon by then but my body felt like it has not got any rest.
@caitlinspaulding
Suddenly, my eyesight got more focused and sharpen and vivid colors popped out around him.
I was all alone, again.
The longer he was away from me, the more I felt that my eyes start to weaken again.
But, it was already too late.
There was nothing to look for.
Nothing that could make me move an inch.
Like a broken vessel.
Every waking moment was a moment to find that missing broken piece to fix the vessel.
But it was a hard quest when the day is filled with all kinds of distractions.
Joyous moments when Im in the presence of present, surrounded by the people I love.
Those moments would fool me to think that I have found the piece.
When the glistening sun cast a shadow on my subconsciousness while shining on the highlights of the day.
Even if its for the time being.
Even for a second.
I dont care if Im fooling myself.
I would do anything to feel.
