I dont want to have a conversation about if Im OK or not.
The reasons why you cant do this and the reasons why you dont want to hurt me.
Its not fair to ask me to be your friend five seconds after you crush my heart.
Twenty20 / @wiesmannnn
I dont want to have the conversation that contains the words I dont want to hurt you.
You hurt me the second you decided that this wasnt for you.
That doesnt make it feel any better.
I have to take the pieces that are broken and sweep them into a pan.
I have to then take said pieces and patch back together what was shattered.
I just need you not to take of those fragmented shards with you when you go.
Twenty20 / @wiesmannnn
I dont want to have the conversation with my friends.
The one where they ask me where you are.
I dont want to tell them that you werent sure about us.
I dont want to have that conversation that happens after Ive had one too many.
The one where I admit to my closest friends that I miss you.
The one where even though I understand what happened, I just cant accept that youre gone.
A lot of time.
I dont want to have a conversation about the new person youre dating.
Eventually Im going to know that youve met someone else.
Im going to hear about how shes different than me in every way and how youre so happy.
I dont want to have any more conversations about you at all.Period.
I want you to be gone.
I dont want to hear your name come out of my mouth.
I dont want my friends to tell me Im better off.
I dont want to know what youre doing through random tidbits people tell me.
I dont want to have any more conversations about you.
Because I need to let you be just a memory instead of my reality.
