Ive always wanted you.
I havent spent these years in limbo running back and forth for no reason.
Youre one of my best secret keepers, but also the first to use them against me.
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Sometimes were the exact same person, and other days, were like oil and water.
But I wouldnt have it any other way.
After three years and doing the same thing with no progress, were still here.
Were still caught in this will they, wont they stage.
When this first started, it was new and exciting.
I love you through your destruction and terrible decision making.
Ive always wanted you.
I havent spent these years in limbo running back and forth for no reason.
I have been at your side when the world seemed to be falling apart.
I have been the one you call when shit hits the fan every single time.
I will always be there for you.
We get each other.
Well, they do.
So heres the tell all to end all.
Its been three years.
Lets see what can happen or finally sever all ties.
Simply because I dont want anyone else.
Theres only ever been you.
When were together, you make me weak.
You make my heart beat so fast it feels as if its going to burst out of my chest.
The second I lie against you, I feel all of my blood rush to my head.
As soon as you put your hands on me, I feel the goosebumps creep in.
When you put your hand in my hair, I cant resist the temptation to bite my lip.
Do you not see that?
