I cling to pain like its some comfortable sweater.
I shouldnt have fallen so hard or so quickly.
I should have known it would end this way.
God & Man
I should have been a little more cautious with matters of the heart.
But you fell into my life so carelessly and so easily.
And before I could realize, I was already in too deep.
God & Man
Then it was over.
And everything about you felt so close but so far.
I shouldnt think of you as much as I do.
But how do you get over someone when everything reminds you of them?
There are some days it feels like I lost myself trying to keep you.
But how do you explain this pain thats the only thing that feels real these days?
Then there are days you are everywhere.
On every street corner.
In every song, I listen to.
In every book, I read.
In every part of me or at least the parts of myself I like.
Maybe Im looking for you.
Looking for you in everyone I meet.
Because maybe if I find someone like you Ill find myself again.
The ugly honest truth is I dont know how to heal.
AndI cling to pain like its some comfortable sweater.
When pain becomes your comfort zone how do you steer away from that?
The ugly honest truth is nothing about getting over someone is pretty or easy or fast.
The more you care about someone the longer its going to take to get over them.
And the longer it takes that just proves they were someone really special.
Some days are gonna be fine.
Some days you dont think of them at all.
You realize how not over them you are.
And you dont know when you will be.
The ugly honest truth is you dont just get over someone because they are gone or the relationship ends.
And its okay if youre not there yet.
