You’ll be stuck in a state of longing and loving and it’s going to hurt.
It’s going to hurt to keep loving them long after they have left you.
But one day, you’ll realize how much of a blessing this is.
Allef Vinicius
To have experienced big, great love.
In fact, if that love was real, youll love them until the end of time.
Love doesnt just diminish that easily.
It doesnt fade that suddenly.
It doesnt matter how old you were when you fell in love for the first time.
It doesnt matter how long you dated or if you were even in an exclusive relationship.
Allef Vinicius
It that love waslove, its going to always be inside of you.
Its always going to be alive in parts of both of you.
It doesnt matter how long its been since you have seen him or her.
It doesnt matter if you havent seen this person for five or six years.
That magical and beautiful love will still live on.
If love were that easy to forget, we wouldnt be so addicted to it, would we?
You wont ever forget this person.
And just like you wont forget them, you wont ever stop loving them.
At first youll be in a state of denial.
Youll try everything to make it stop.
Youll drink too much cheap beer or $6 dollar bottles of wine.
Youll party too much, or not party at all lying in a pile of desperation in your bed.
But no vice is going to fill up that space.
And you know, after some time its not going to hurt as much.
That space that once was a hole in your heart, will one day sprout the most beautiful flowers.
It will still be a wound, but it wont cry anymore.
It wont always sting this much.
Youll never stop loving them.
Youll love their smile and the way they whispered your name late at night.
Youll love the way they used to laugh at your jokes that werent even remotely funny.
Youll still love their smell and the way they always stole the sheets from your side of the bed.
Youll love the things about them that used to drive you crazy.
Youll still dream of them and think of them frequently.
Youll wonder if they still love you like you love them.
Youll be stuck in a state of longing and loving and its going to hurt.
Trust me, love isnt all daises and butterflies.
Its going to hurt to miss them.
Its going to hurt to keep loving them long after they have left you.
But one day, youll realize how much of a blessing this is.
To have experienced big, great love.
To have given someone a piece of heart without shaking hands.
Youll realize how special it truly was to love, and be loved back.
Youll just let it be, blooming away and sprouting the way love always does.
