I wish I could tell you that Im sorry, even though Ive already said it so many times.
Im sorry that I tend to self-sabotage when Im too afraid of trusting my own happiness.
But I cant seem to find the right words to put down.
Ryan Holloway
I dont know, maybe Im just scared that you dont want to hear from me anymore.
Or maybe Im just a bad writer.
I wish I could tell you how discouraged I feel since Im fighting off another dreary cold.
Ryan Holloway
I know its not much of a new update thats worth mentioning.
She sat next to me for an hour and literally talked at me.
It got pretty awkward when I needed to get up, and she kept on going.
I always liked telling you these tales because youd smile in a really subtle way.
You used to like hearing my stories.
You used to say that I amuse you.
I wish I could tell you that I got a part in a play.
Youd always give me that little push to just do it and go on stage.
And then I felt bad about kissing him even though we are not together anymore.
I havent kissed anyone since you.
I wish I could tell you that Im sorry, even though Ive already said it so many times.
Im sorry that I tend to self-sabotage when Im too afraid of trusting my own happiness.
Why did I have to go on and ruin what was really beautiful?
