What happened was wrong.
But I can’t blame you for that.
You didn’t have a commitment to me, he did.
Jordan Sanchez
But that wouldnt be me.
I want to bring positivity and love into this world.
I want to spread love and lift up other women around me.
And as uncomfortable as it makes me, youll forever be around me now.
What happened was wrong.
But I cant blame you for that.
You didnt have a commitment to me, he did.
You didnt promise me a future and a family, he did.
Despite what you knew about our relationship, it is not your fault.
I know writing this will not make you care, so I wont attempt to explain my hurt.
You know how I felt; you know the heartbreak I went through.
I dont have to tell you because you know what it feels like to lose someone you loved.
Youve experienced more hurt than you should have to endure by this age.
Which is why I know hating you will get me nowhere.
I wont be the one to cause more hurt in your life.
Truth is I see a lot of me in you.
Not just because we stupidly fell in love with the same man at the worst time, either.
He obviously has a pattern, but I hope and I pray he breaks that for you.
I am not in love with him anymore.
I felt at peace.
But c’mon understand I will always care about him.
It simply means my heart cannot stand the thought of him not being okay.
Ill love you both in any way youll let me.
If you need a shoulder to cry on, Im available.
If you need a ride, call me.
Anytime you need a friend, just know Im here if youll allow me.
If not, Ill love you from a distance.
I wish only the best for you both.
