Seeing your message reminded me of the last message I sent you that you ignored.
The message that I needed you to respond to so I can move on.
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Updated 7 years ago,May 6, 2018
At first, I was happy.
God & Man
Its wired in my brain that seeing your name on my phone makes me smile.
It triggers a sense of excitement within me.
Nothing really mattered as long as I was talking to you.
But then I remembered that its been over a year.
Its been over a year of silence and unspoken words and pent-up feelings.
Its been over a year and you didnt even care to ask how I was doing.
God & Man
Its been over a year and your name stopped appearing on my phone, even on my birthday.
Its been over a year and all I heard from you was silence.
All I felt was your absence.
I opened the message and started reading your words Hey!
I hope youre well.
We never really talked about why things fell apart or why we never tried to patch things up again.
We just drifted apart.
We let the silence take over our words.
If Im being honest, we both didnt do our part.
Seeing your message reminded me of the last message I sent you that you ignored.
The message that I needed you to respond to so I can move on.
The message that proved to me that you are a coward.
I dont choose friends who make communication so damn hard.
So thank you for your message.
Not even as a friend.
You will always remain in the past.
You will always be a distant memory.
You will always be the experience that taught me that I shouldnt just give my heart to anyone.
Thatmy heartdoesnt deserve to be neglected or ignored.
Thank you for your message.
Its been over a year but it has been the best year of my life.
