You lose her when she looks back and doesnt see you coming after her.
You lose her when you keep her at arms length when all shes ever done is choose you.
Because everything shes ever felt has been in black and white.
God & Man
You lose her every time you lie to her.
You lose her when you dont commit.
When all shes ever done is pick you.
You lose her every time you leave her and she feels a little empty.
You lose her every time you use her.
You lose her when you pull away and act like its nothing when you return.
You lose her when you tell her to leave then get angry at her going.
You lose her when you play games.
Like how you ignore her text just to blow up her newsfeed.
You lose her when you let her in just to push her away.
You lose her when you tell her you like her but not enough to do anything about it.
You lose her every time she fights for you but its only her fighting.
You lose her when you dont answer and shes left staring at her phone.
You lose her when you give someone else the chance to treat her the way you choose not to.
You lose her when shes finally had enough and it breaks her to walk away.
You lose her when she whispers goodbye when all she wants is a reason to stay.
You lose her because you dont deserve someone like her.
And ironically itll only be after you lose her do you realize what you had.
But by then itll already be too late.
