You will remember we didnt have that imbalance.
You will miss the ease we used to have.
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Updated 4 years ago,April 23, 2021
At first, you will feel relieved.
Pawel Szvmanski
No more call or texts, no more obligations.
You will experience days and nights to do whatever you want.
You wont have to pick up your dirty clothes from the floor or do the dishes on time.
You wont need to remember dates.
You will feel freeyou will notice so many women and a world full of choices.
You will feel the excitement you missed.
You wont care to cuddle with them.
You will realize that it is not that easy to meet girls.
Some girls will want more and sometimes you will want more.
You will remember we didnt have that imbalance.
You will miss the ease we used to have.
You will wish you could text me, but you will have lost your privileges.
There will be no missed calls or cute emojis to let you know you are on my mind.
Your apartment will feel different.
Your cupboards will be empty because I was the one who filled them with things you loved most.
Your clothes will never leave the floor and the tower of dirty dishes will keep rising.
You will miss me walking around with bare feet in your t-shirt.
You will miss the smell of my perfume on your pillows.
You will remember the smile on your face every time you looked at me when I wasnt looking.
You will remember the way you rested your face on my shoulder as you hugged me from behind.
You thought you would feel alive and free, but you will feel alone.
But I wont be there sitting next to you listening to you tell me about beers.
There will be an empty chair next to you.
You never thought you would ever admit it but you will miss walking around the neighborhood holding my hand.
You will miss the farmers markets and the parks that I introduced you to.
You will miss my little quirks and habits that you used to find annoying.
This is when you realize you have really started missing me.
Your baggage will feel heavier because I will no longer be there with you to help you carry it.
You will wish you could take back the words you said that made me cry.
You will make a run at call.
You will take a stab at text and I will never respond.
You will have a go at email me and ask my friends.
You will want to reconnect because you will miss how you used to be with me.
You will apologize for your mistakes and you will want me back in your life.
When you let me go then, you lost me forever.
It only took you a while to realize this over time.
It is too late now.
