This is me accepting that I have to go on living my best life without you.
As reluctant and heartbroken as I am, I have to acknowledge that this is the very end.
Even at this instance, I would have continued to fight for us until my last breath.
Alexandr Bormotin
But alas, I cannot win against an immovable heart and a dying relationship thats beyond saving.
Every fiber of my being yearns to text you and talk to you.
Our demise didnt happen overnight.
There was a crack in our seemingly flawless relationship and we started to drift apart.
Little did I know that the small things were actually big things.
The dates that you put in your utmost effort to ensure that I had a wonderful time.
The bittersweet memories of how we went through thick and thin together.
I wont get to call you whenever something good or bad happens.
I wont expect you to bail me out when I face any trouble.
We wont get to celebrate our next anniversary, our birthdays together, or get married to each other.
I need time to heal, but this will be the start of something new and exciting.
Losing you is so hard, but I truly believe this is for the best.
There is a reason why we didnt work out and slowly, I will learn to accept this.
We may have ended, but my life is only just beginning.
