This is me falling in love with my own company and realizing there is nothing scary with being single.
I have come a long way since then.
Nowadays, I have learned to cut off contact with toxic people refusing to get involved in their drama.
Laurine Bailley
It has since settled into a comfortable routine of mundane simplicity and ordinary joy.
This is me accepting that its okay to be single at my age.
Its hard not to feel absolutely worried at the prospect of spending the rest of your life alone.
But ultimately, I know that love like everything in life isnt a competition.
Some people marry their first love and their journey of finding love is just smoother.
There is no comparison here.
It is what it is.
I learn not to compare my journey with another peer, as we are two totally different individuals.
Yes, I yearn to fall in love with my soulmate.
But that is no longer the only goal or sole objective in my life.
I realized that there is indeed a possibility of me never meeting this person and that is okay.
I am not less than an individual just because Im not in a long-term relationship.
Instead of procrastinating on my goal, Im stepping towards the direction I want to go.
This is me realizing that self-love takes time and to be gentle with myself.
Right now, Im mostly happy and content to be where I am right now.
Improvement could be made further but Im finally comfortable in my own skin and feel at peace with myself.
