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Updated 4 years ago,February 21, 2021
This is mechoosing myselfover you.
I decided that I am done.
I thought you liked me because friends dont text each other every single day.
God & Man
Friends dont look at each other the way I caught you looking at me countless times.
Friends dont behave the way you do, holding me so intimately and kissing me senseless.
Friends dont sleep next to each other and pretend nothing happen the next day.
God & Man
I would have respected you more if you could have been clearer with me.
If you want to be just platonic friends, dont act as if youre my boyfriend.
I want someone who never keeps me guessing about his intentions and imagining the person he is.
I want someone who goes beyond the superficial level and reveals his deepest thoughts.
I want someone who gives me consistency, 100 percent effort, and nothing but his absolute best.
I want someone to choose me to be his girlfriend because Im the only one he wants.
I want someone who holds my hand reassuringly and introduces me to his family and friends proudly.
I want someone who accepts me wholeheartedly without judgment and condition because true love is supposed to conquer all.
I want someone who is not you.
When I love, I love passionately and dont hold myself back.
Because Im at this stage when Im ready to settle down with someone I love.
I want labels and I want to know the exact direction were going.
I want familiarity and comfort and I want to find a home in someone.
I want a love that is certain, enduring, and that never stops trying for me.
This is me knowing that you almost loved me and its not enough for me.
It will never be enough for me.
Im not sorry that youre not the person for me.
Im just sorry that it took me so long to realize this.
