Take things as they come.
Listen to slow melodies and heartbeats that yearn for you.
Its allowing yourself to slip beneath the covers into the darkness while drifting off to sleep.
Brandon Woelfel
Its creating illusion after illusionchanging the image of yourself and changing what the world makes of you.
Am I still not the girl that broke a mans heart that was mine and mine alone?
Am I still not the one that destroyed such a precious gift that was given to me?
I remember watching it erase entirely like writing in the sand.
Theres something telling you that youre too hard on yourself.
That even as I write theres a voice screaming to stop.
Saying to just let go.
Let your heart breathe.
Let your mind release.
Let your body move, yell, cry and scream because it wants to.
Because it deserves to.
How do I do this?
How do I let myself let go?
I wish I could do it just, like,that.
If only the success you envision could all magically happen and fall into place.
Life isnt like that, dear.
Take things as they come.
Dress in colors that calm you and allow you to feel control of your body.
Find leaf patterns on the sidewalk and sunbeams in the sky.
Its okay to smile.
Its okay to laugh at a show youve seen a thousand times.
Its okay to cry.
Im letting myself let go today.
Im allowing the bubbling of all these emotions erupt out of me into the comfort of you.
