This is me finally understanding that anything is not better than nothing.
That nothing is better than almost.
Its not that youre busy or confused or scared or all over the place.
God & Man
Its not that you dont know what you want and you need more time to figure it out.
Its not an excuse to be an asshole.This is you.This is the person you choose to be with me.
This is the kind of love you think I deserve.
This is you doing everything that could potentially hurt me while youre wellawareof it.
This is me finally giving up on trying.This is me finally taking it all back.
No more being the bigger person.
No more trying to make excuses for you.
No more trying to be your friend first.
No more trying to show you the best in me.
This is me waking up.
This is me realizing what Ideserve.
This is me understanding that it was all a game.
It was another one of your great performances.
Another one of your lines.
Another way to getattentionand leave when you’ve got it.
This is me remembering my self-worth.This is me remembering that I deserve consistency, communication, effort and support.
Youre taking me lightly.
Youll never value me.
Youll never make me a better person.
Youll never be the person I want next to me when all my dreams come true.
Ill always want more and its not acrime.
Ill always want something real even if we start off casually.
Ill always want a love that feels likehome.
Ill always want something meaningful and strong and genuine.
This is me finally understanding that anything isnotbetter than nothing.
That nothing is better than almost.
This is me guarding my heart until I find the person who will choose me over and over again.
