She’s sick of always listening to her head over her heart.
Of doing what will pay off in the long run instead of enjoying the moment.
Of sticking to a predictable routine.
God & Man
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Updated 8 years ago,May 19, 2017
Good girls are tired of being good.
Shes spent her entire life doing the right thing, being smart, being responsible.
In high school, she handed in her homework on time.
She never failed a test.
She didnt ditch class to smoke pot in the bathroom.
She was a model student.
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And now that shes older, she still plays by the rules.
Her boss loves her, because shes determined and dedicated and efficient.
She does whatever shes asked to do and never causes a stir.
That should make her proud, but honestly, sometimes it just gets boring.
Shes sick of always listening to her head over her heart.
Of doing what will pay off in the long run instead of enjoying the moment.
Of sticking to a predictable routine.
She wants a change.
If only for a little while, she wants to experience the thrill of adventure.
She wants to know what it feels like to be wild, spontaneous, and free.
She wants to feel like shes really alive, making the most out of her years.
Because he made her heartbeat quicken.
Because he made her pulse jump.
She finally did what she wanted instead of what was expected of her.
She finally let herself forget about the consequences and live in the moment.
Than crying her eyes out in the bathroom of a party, because he was flirting with another girl.
She understands that jot down of a relationship isnt healthy, but fuck it, it was fun.
At least for a little while.
At least until she came back to her senses.
And yes, she knows she never should have thought like that.
She knows that she was being stupid.
That she was taking unnecessary risks.
But shes allowed to make mistakes.
Eventually, shell get the bad boys out of her system and start looking for someone who isnt temporary.
Someone who isnt destined to break her heart.
Someone who she can see a real future with.
