I know that you have moved on without me.
And I know that this is the part when I should be doing the same thing.
I used to think that maybe its a skill youve grown to develop.

Joshua Rawson Harris
Maybe you just get used to it over time.
I guess Ill never learn anything about you anymore.
Ill never see you throw your fist in the air when you cross-off your short term goals.

Perhaps the hardest part about seeing you succeed is knowing that you wont recall me being part of it.
You wont stop for a moment and think of me.
I know that you have moved on without me.

Joshua Rawson Harris
And I know that this is the part when I should be doing the same thing.
And even when loneliness visits me at night, youre not the one Im wishing to have beside me.
This is the part when Im supposed to say that I am bolder and fiercer and wiser.
This very second is when my heart should be free from any bitterness of losing you.
But I am not.Because I choose not to.
I choose not to let my thoughts drift away from you.
I dont want to throw away the details of your face out of my heart.