It didnt happen overnight.
I didnt wake up one day and realize that I was ready to put you behind me.
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Updated 1 year ago,April 4, 2024
It didnt happen overnight.
God & Man
I didnt wake up one day and realize that I was ready to put you behind me.
I stopped giving a shit about you when you stopped putting me first.
Yeah, I fought it for awhile.
I put in the extra effort to compensate for the things that you werent doing.
I tried as hard as I could when I wasnt getting anything back in return.
There is only so much of that someone can take before they slowly start to let go.
God & Man
I stopped giving a shit about you when you constantly pointed out my flaws.
You made me think every problem we had was my fault.
You constantly put me down and made me feel that there were countless things I needed to fix.
I never would have done that to you.
Even the things that I disliked, I found ways to love them because I cared for you.
I stopped giving a shit about you when you cancelled plans.
The things were did were always on your terms.
You had no problem blowing me off or deciding that you werent up for seeing me.
But imagine if I had done that to you?
I would never have heard the end of it if I ever did the things that you did.
You didnt feel the same.
You couldnt decide what you wanted.
You didnt know what you were ready for.
It got to a point where I just couldnt put myself through that rollercoaster anymore.
I could have given you the world.
Actually, I would have.
I was willing to do whatever to make things between the two of us work.
I would have fought and worked for it every day.
I would have done that because I wanted you.
I saw the best in you and to me that was all that mattered.
But you never could have given me the same.
You could have never loved me in the way that I deserved.
It never would have been healthy.
I never would have been given what I need.
You werent ready for the love that I was ready to give you.
You werent ready for what I was trying to give you.But that is okay.
