You broke her heart, not when you left, but when you were still there.
You broke her heart a hundred times a day, the way you treated her.
So when you left there werent many tears left to cry.
Daria Shevtsova
She would have stayed by your side forever, no matter how bad you were for her.
She would have loved you until the end of time, if youd let her.
Believe me when I say a soul like hers will come once in a lifetime.
Youll miss her when youre cleaning around the house and you remember where all her things used to be.
Youll miss her when you pick a fight with your new love, and she fights back.
Youll miss her when its been a hard day and shes not there offering a back rub.
You both knew she sucked, but she was desperate to make your bad days better.
Youll miss her when youre so damn tired, and realize shes not there to kiss goodnight.
Youll miss her when you see a baby at the store, with mom and dad.
To have barbecues with all the kids running around playing with the dogs.
Youll remember thats what you wanted too, at one point.
Youll remember the hopes you gave her, to build a life with her, and took it away.
Youll miss her insecurities, and how they made her try that much harder to love you.
Youll miss every day that she reminded you how loved you were.
Youll miss her when you see her with another man, because trust me there will be another man.
I promise itll make your heart ache when you see him treating her the way you never would.
What will make it worse, is watching him appreciate it, the way you never could.
You missed out on her.
You left her when she promised to never let go.
Hes going to take the damage you caused and put her back together.
Hes going to love her so much she forgets how much she hated herself with you.
Hes going to give her back the same love and affection she gave you.
The love and affection youll never get again.
You wont realize it now.
Youll read this and scoff at it and ignore it, and you wont think about her again today.
You might not think about her tomorrow, or even next week.
But believe this, you will miss her one day, and she finally wont miss you.
