She wants so much more from you than friendship.
And since she knows that’s never going to happen, she has to keep her distance.
She has to do what’s best for her sanity and stay away.
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She doesnt want to lose a close friend.
But being around you hurts too much.
She doesnt want daily reminders that the boy she loves is busy loving somebody else.
She would feel her heart break more and more each day.
She knows that the alcohol would make her more open with you than she should be.
She knows that she would say or do something inappropriate.
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Something that would ruin your friendship.
With kisses on the cheek instead of directly on the lips.
The person youve chosen over her.
She wants so much more from you than friendship.
And since she knows thats never going to happen, she has to keep her distance.
She has to do whats best for her sanity and stay away.
Of course, cutting you out of her life is the last thing she wants to do.
She doesnt want to stop seeing your face, stop hearing your voice.
She wants to spend entire nights texting you.
She wants to spend mornings daydreaming about you and afternoons getting food with you.
But if she keeps doing those things, then shell grow even more attached to you.
Shewantsto be friends with you, but she knows that would be a bad idea.
She knows that it would make it impossible for her to get over you.
