When she’s sober, she knows it’s a bad idea to let you back into her life.
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Updated 11 months ago,May 30, 2024
Whenever shes drunk, she texts you.
She might even admit that she misses you, that she still thinks about you.

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She wishes she never reached out to you.
That she would have kept her feelings to herself.
She only texts you when shes drunk, because when shes sober, shes able to think clearly.

She has a hold over her emotions.
Shes stable enough to push you to the back of her mind.
She only texts you when shes drunk, because thats when temptation gets the best of her.

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But when shes drunk, she forgets all that.
Or maybe she remembers, but she just doesnt care.
Shes willing to make bad decisions.

She only texts you when shes drunk but thats not the only time when she thinks of you.
Youre always on her mind.
There have been plenty of times when she has written out sober messages and then erased them before sending.
When she considered calling you and asking you out for a coffee date.
When shes sober, she doesnt want you to know how much she misses you.
She wants to prove to herself that shes able to live without you.
She wants you to think that shes moved on and forgotten all about you.
But as soon as the alcohol leaves her system and shes sober again, she remembers the truth.
That you belong in her past.
That she can do better than you.