She feels that once she has you, she would have everything to lose.
In every relationship that she was in, she gave everything.
She was willing to go to great lengths to make them happy.
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She put their needs above herself.
Yet somehow it was never enough.
She realized, as much as she loved someone, she could not love someone into loving her.
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She learned as much as she wanted to hold onto someone, people inevitability changed and left.
She feels that once she has you, she would have everything to lose.
Shes apprehensive that once you know her real self, you may change your mind about her.
But she hopes that you might understand that she is feeling this way after going through what she did.
She has experienced, first hand, how quickly a blossoming love can turn ashen.
She has seen how people changed during the most trying times and their true colors.
She is terrified of loving you because shes afraid you are going to break her heart.
It took her a long time to get over her broken heart and to be where she is today.
That is why she is not going to give away her heart easily.
Shes not going to waste her time on casual relationship that leads to nowhere.
Shes not going to change herself in the hopes of getting someone to change their mind about her.
For she vows to only get into a relationship if that is what she wants and certain of.
She pledges to do things differently this time around.
She wants to fall in love with her eyes wide open.
She wants to know exactly what she is getting into when she makes the choice to be with you.
She wants to listen to her gut instinct and do what feels right to her.
She promises to stop being afraid and to love you with her whole heart.
