Maybe wed still end up together, after the turbulence.
But, as I said, we never should have been set on fire.
Because in the aftermath of the spectacle and the high came the dust and darkness.
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In the final explosion, we plummeted to the ground, burned and blackened.
It just blows up in our faces every time, and then were back again to square one.
Maybe this is fate telling us that we should stop trying.
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We lose our temper over the smallest arguments because our fights stem from old wounds and issues.
But here we are, a few months later, and were still not making it right.
Maybe wed still end up together, after the turbulence.
And this is the very reason we would never heal.
Its like reliving the horror, over and over.
No one is capable of healing this way.
I always say I wont come back to you, but I do the opposite all the time.
Thats why I left again.
Because I cant keep on seeing you and saying good morning every freaking day like its nothing.
We cant fully heal if were still moving in the same world.
Maybe one day, Id wake up and find that not all roads lead back to you.
Im giving myself time.
Someday, somehow, Id be able to complete my recovery process and finally let you go.
Maybe this time around, I will finally do things right.
