You think I’m over you, because I don’t text you as much as I used to.
I don’t like every picture or comment on every status.
I go out of my way to avoid you.
God & Man
I havent drunk texted you at two in the morning.
I havent showed up at your house with a mouthful of apologies.
Ive kept my feelings to myself.
Ive cried in my bedroom and screamed in my car, so you wouldnt notice the meltdowns.
You think Im over you, because you only see the side of me Iwantyou to see.
The girl who is all laughs and smiles.
God & Man
You think Im over you, because I talk to other people.
Flirt with other people.
Hook up with other people.
You think Im interested in dating them, but really, Im thinking about you the entire time.
Wishing the circumstances were different, wishing I was holding you instead.
You think Im over you, because I dont text you as much as I used to.
I dont like every picture or comment on every status.
I go out of my way to avoid you.
And when Idosee you, I act casual.
You think Im over you, that Im happy for you, that I accept that youve moved on.
But every time you meet my eyes, I find a reason to glance away.
Every time you text me, I cut the conversation short.
Every time you pull me close, I push you away.
Im trying to keep my distance, because it hurts to see you.
It hurts to know that youre not mine and you never will be.
You think Im already over you, because I play the part.
I smile wide when I see you.
I never act bitter or bitchy, not in front of you.
I wait until youre gone to break down.
Ive done my best to make you believe Im okay with everything that happened between us.
That Im not hoping for a redo.
You think Im over you, because Ive given you every reason to think thats the truth.
I dont want you to know that Im suffering.
I dont want you to realize how much you mean to me.
How much more I want you than youve ever wanted me.
Iwantyou to think Im over you because Im trying my best to make that a reality.
