I cant keep waiting and hoping that someday you will show me everything that your words have said.
I think I deserve better than that.
Walking away from you.
God & Man
Ignoring you gets harder day by day.
You know how you say you dont need anybody?
The aggressiveness in your voice speaks it all.
God & Man
I want to be there for you as you go through this.
I want to hold your hand and wipe your tears away.
I want to be the one to fix your broken pieces.
I want to help you carry all that weight.
I want to be the strong one holding you when you find no strength in you.
I want to experience it all with you.
You dont get it.
It sucks to watch you like that.
I want to be there with you as you find your way back to yourself again.
I want to be there right by your side as we celebrate life again.
Together, we could do this.
But maybe you dont need me.And thats why I need to choose myself this time.
I think its been too long since I did that.
I cared and worried about you so much that I completely forgot about myself.
I realized the more I tried to fix you, the more I hurt myself.
I kept giving and giving.
How much I care for you.
But I cant watch myself go over this again, you know?
I cant keep waiting and hoping that someday you will show me everything that your words have said.
I think I deserve better than that.
I need to close this chapter of my life.
I am ready for life to take me through new and exciting experiences.
How would I do it while still holding onto the past?
So I want to let you go.
Today I am choosing to shut the door.
Its been really long since I felt this positive and happy.
And honestly, I cant wait for life to take me through a new and exciting chapter.
I really want to move ahead.
I want a good and happy life.
I want a life filled with good people, love, and happiness.
And I wish the same for you as well.
Im sorry it couldnt be me.
But thats okay I guess.
If I had any last words to say to you, they would be this.
I hope you heal.
I hope you find yourself again.
I hope you find something that burns a fire in your soul.
I hope you find the rays of sunlight even on your darkest days.
I want you to know that youre going to be okay.
And lastly I want to say that I hope you remember me.
c’mon, dont you forget.
