I love myself far too much to allow you back into my life ever again.
You were a dangerous thing that made me question my existence without you.
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Updated 8 years ago,August 28, 2017
You left.
God & Man
You closed the door and you walked out of my life as easily as you had walked into it.
It took three weeks for me to actually start feeling something more than numb after you left.
And it was jarring, and it was heart breaking, and it was hard.
I felt like you had literally taken whatever life was inside me when you walked out the door.
You gave me no closure.
All you said was that you didnt love me anymore.
God & Man
And here you are.
Did you really think it would be that easy?
That an Im sorry.
will lead me to forget how cold you were when you left?
That an I made a mistake.
makes this a forgivable thing?
Youre damned right you made a mistake.
You learned too late how much I loved you, how much I did for you.
You learned too late that I was good for you.
Now Im being good for the people who actually matter to me.
People who actually value me and think I deserve the kind of love that doesnt leave.
And I am at at the very top of that list.
