I am pretty much aware of how life is treating you right now.
We are friends.Thats the most idiotic excuse we tell ourselves whenever we talk.
But are we really friends?
paul b
Or are we just two individuals who have one foot in the past, and half-heartedly facing the present?
But really, what are we doing?
I want to stop comparing the relationship we had with the relationship you and your girlfriend have right now.
paul b
I deserve better than this.
I want to stop being the in-between girl when you need someone to make you feel good about yourself.
I want to be the girl that someone appreciates not only when things are going rough.
Who are we kidding, really?
We cant be friends.
Not now, not ever.
We had shared something deeper than a friendship could handle.
Baby, I am now finally detaching myself from you.
I have been depriving myself of truly being able to move on.
I guess back then, I was still hopeful.
Wishfully thinking that we would somehow manage to work things out and be with each other again.
Truth is, in a very Taylor Swift fashion, we are never getting back together.
Yet, despite of this all, I have seen my worth.
And for that, I want to thank you.
Thank you for breaking my heart over and over again.
So love, I am now closing this chapter of my life.
I know one day it will all make sense.
One day in Gods perfect time, fate will lead me to who I should be with.
And everything that happened in my life will go from baffling to crystal clear.
