c’mon believe me when I say that I forgive you.
I dont hate you but I most definitely hate the way you let me go.
And Ill never understand how easily you did it.
Adrian Sava
Not any life, butthelife Ive always wanted.
You were the one that I felt something with I have never felt before.
You were the one whose with, it made sense.
Adrian Sava
You were the one of my dreams.
You were a wish that came true too soon.
A dream that turned to a nightmare, a disappointment, a heartache.
like believe me when I say that Iforgiveyou.
I dont hate you but I most definitely hate the way you let me go.
And Ill never understand how easily you did it.Ill never understand how flawlessly you forgot about me.
But, I forgive you because I really loved you.
I forgive you because I dont need you to tell me what the truth is.
I forgive you because thats just who I am.
This is me letting you go for good.
Im accepting the fact that you belong with someone else.
That someday, youll be waking-up next to someone who isnt me.
And that someday youll be someones everything.
Im letting go of hope that youll contact me.
So, Im blocking you everywhere.
Im letting go of fantasizing that youll tell me youre sorry about everything just one last time.
That youll tell me how much you missed me, but most importantly, that youll show it.
Im letting go of me thinking that youll come back because its always been me.
Im letting you go.
And its not because I dont love you still.
Im letting you go because I want to be happy.
I know that without you, I am not happy.
But, I also know that with you I am not happy either.
So I need to find my medium place where I am happy regardless.
I need to start over.
Im letting you go because you gave-up.
You gave-up on me, you gave-up on us, you gave-up on love.
And so I get it when you said you had nothing to fight for.
Because I cant tell whats real anymore.
And because its my last resort.
Im letting you go because slowly but surely you too, let me go.
