Thank you for lifting me up to cloud nine and pushing me down to ground zero.
Thank you for taking all the love I gave you for granted and crushing my heart.
The reality has never been so blatantly obvious, yet I was too blinded by my feeling to see.
Samantha Gades
I was too immersed in my grief to pull myself out of the situation.
I was too desperate to make us work that I lose sight of everything else.
How I loved you, you would never know.
Samantha Gades
I would have abandoned all that I believed in and waited for you until you said, yes.
I had no idea or any warning signs that we would crash and burn.
Foolish me always thought we would collide together in a beautiful explosion.
Thank you for showing me how easily replaceable and disposable I was.
Thank you for moving on from me so effortlessly.
Thank you forforgetting meso cleanly and erasing me completely from your memory.
Thank you for cutting me off and ridding yourself of any traces of me.
All my life, I have put myself last and constantly thought of others.
I have never hesitated to jump at the chance to help you at the expense of myself.
I think the world of you, and yet you were hesitant to share your world with me.
Thank youfor making me feel inadequate when you refused to reciprocate my feelings.
Thank you for making me feel the need to change myself for you to accept me.
It was in the heartbreak that I found myself.
It was in the depth of despair that I started to heal my broken heart.
It is because you let me go that I could set myself free from this turmoil and never-ending nightmare.
I have grown stronger and more resilient.
I have become wiser and happier.
I have done what I thought I couldnt- being content with where I am without you by my side.
And for all that, I have you to thank.
