It’s obvious that there’s something between us.
The sexual tension is off the charts, the sexual frustration is eating me alive.
Every time I get close to you, I feel my heart lose its timing.
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I feel my lungs lose their air.
I look at your lips and think about how badly I want them pressed up against mine.
I cant glance over at you without thinking about all of the possibilities.
About where our future could take us if we actually took the leap and let our emotions out.
Whenever were alone together, I wonder if its finally going to happen.
If were finally going to end the charade of just being friends and act on our feelings.
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Because I justknowthat you feel the same way that I do.
You tell me how beautiful I look and I tease you about how cute you look.
We trade compliments, share flirtations.
I dont know why we havent kissed yet, because its all Ive been dying to do.
Because I daydream about it during every dull moment of my day.
Because I cant count the number of times Ive fantasized about the way your lips might taste.
I dont know why we havent kissed yet, because weve had plenty of chances for it to happen.
We could have used those opportunities to our advantage.
You could have pushed my hair back, pulled me close, and brushed your lips against mine.
Of course, I could have done the same.
I could have made the first move instead of waiting for you to be the brave one.
Instead of wasting all of my time wondering why were still playing pretend and avoiding taking action.
I dont know why we havent kissed yet and every reason I can come up with worries me.
Is it because youre scared of what will happen if we take the next step?
Is it because you like flirting with me, but arent ready for an actual relationship?
Is it because Ive been reading you all wrong and youre not actually attracted to me at all?
