But the thing is being emotionally unavailable is a mindset you are getting yourself trapped in.
Like regardless of this title, you dont feel available.
At least thats what you keep telling yourself.
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Being emotionally unavailable hurts like hell because you arent gaining anything from it.
You arent having these feelings at all reciprocated.
They are feelings that are just there overwhelming you.
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Things you wish werent consuming you.
But you cant control how you feel and you it isnt just something you turn off.
Its the texts throughout the day that make you smile bigger than anyone else.
Its the time spent together you wish wouldnt end.
Its the secrets that get shared and the things you tell each other.
Its an emotional relationship without a physical one.
And you know its not healthy.
You know what you deserve is an actual relationship with someone who feels the same way.
You know its a waste of time and energy investing so much emotion into someone.
But you also cant help it.
You cant pretend you dont feel these things.
So you do what someone who is single is supposed to.
You go on dates.
You sleep with people.
But all of it makes you feel just a little more empty and lonely.
You cant use someone to fill a void someone else left you with.
The phrases on repeat like youll never meet someone as good.
Youll never feel as deeply.
Youll never care as much.
If you keep telling yourself these things youre right you never will.
You are ruining both your shot and someone elses because you dont think you arent ready.
Being emotionally unavailable sucks but choosing to be emotionally unavailable is completely within your control.
Because I know you know you deserve more than this.
You deserve someone who can reciprocate all these things you feel.
You deserve someone who meets you halfway not someone who makes you feel like your best isnt good enough.
You deserve certainty and confidence not lying to yourself that this can be something it isnt.
Because I know you care.
Its something someone just knows immediately.
Choosing to be emotionally unavailable is a prison sentence.
And the longer you stay in this mindset, the harder its going to be to heal.
Because I promise you the outcome will never be in your favor.
Making that choice is the hardest part.
Walking away isnt easy.
Not looking back hurts like hell.
