I had everything that made you leave.
What does she have that finally made you stay?
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Updated 8 years ago,July 26, 2017
I sometimes wonder what she has that I didnt.
God & Man
Does she lead a more interesting life?
Drive a cooler car and make a larger salary.
Does she dress in name-brand clothing and wear shinier jewelry?
Lather her lips in designer gloss and powder her face with a shade of rosier blush.
Does she care about all the things I never did?
Does she speak with words that Im not smart enough to understand?
God & Man
Graduate from a fancier college with a fancier degree.
Does she read books about topics that I never found interesting?
Does she initiate the kinds of conversations I never would?
Does she have curves in all the places that I dont?
Have poutier lips and plumper cheeks.
Does she have a tinier nose and more sculpted brow?
Does her appearance look all the ways mine never did?
Does she laugh at all of your jokes?
Agree with all of your opinions.
Never start meaningless arguments that have no ending.
Does she ever doanythingwrong?
Does she think youre always right?
Does she cater to your every need?
Worry about your happiness more than she does her own.
Does she ever complain about her terrible day or the stress she has at work?
Ever just feel sad for no apparent reason and have no idea why.
Does she pretend to always be okay?
Hide her negative feelings so well that you have yet to find them.
Does she have any negative feelings at all?
Is shejust enoughin every way that I wastoo much?
Is she simple in every way that I was complicated?
Does she give you a kind of love I never did?
Display her affection so publicly that everyone knows you belong to her and she belongs to you.
Does she say I love you, 10 times each day?
Text it to you while youre at work and out with friends.
Does she never crave alone time or just need to get away?
Is she completely infatuated with you every hour of every day?
Does she ever make you doubt the love she has for you in every way that I did?
I had everything that made you leave.
What does she have that finally made you stay?
Is she everything Im not?
Everything Ill never be?
These are the questions that dont matter.
You continue to choose her.
Questioning what she has that I dont slows that entire process.
She is not me.
