And it’s worse because he was so nice.
It’s worse because he still cared.
It’s worse because he called me to break it off instead of texting me or ghosting me.
Hannah Busing
It’s worse because he has a heart.
It’s worse because he cried when he told me he was done.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 16, 2017
Im a sucker for nice boys.
However, lately Ive been getting tricked.
Lately, Ive been fooled.
Maybe I should have seen it coming.
Hannah Busing
Maybe I should have been more careful.
Maybe I should have expected it.
Still he was so nice.
He was so positively radiant when he smiled.
He was the nice guy I had been looking for.
He was so wholesome.
He was so gentle and pure.
I felt the goodness pouring out of him whenever I saw him.
I believed him when he spoke to me.
I believed with my entire heart that he wouldnt ever hurt me.
And I believed him when he said he wouldnt blindside me.
How could I not believe him?
He was so far away from a player.
He wasnt even in the same category of any guy I had ever met.
But of course, he was the same as any other guy.
And of course, he hurt me.
He did everything that he promised he wouldnt.
I thought that by now I would be good at spotting red flags.
I thought that by now, Id be able to see a snake coming from a mile away.
I thought the days of getting played were over.
Because I was smarter than their games.
I was better than to ever fall for that shit ever again.
But he fooled me.
He stabbed me in the back.
He left a wound in my heart.
And its worse because he was so nice.
Its worse because he still cared.
Its worse because he called me to break it off instead of texting me or ghosting me.
Its worse because he has a heart.
Its worse because he cried when he told me he was done.
Its worse when they are nice.
Because you cant even hate them afterwards.
You cant even blame them.
All you’ve got the option to do is blame yourself.
Even though its not your fault.
Even though you never saw it coming.
Not from someone like him.
Not from someone as kind and as good as him.
