I love you from afar, and daydream about our imaginary friendship.
I know your first name.
I know about the hard times you have had to go through.
Nathan McBride
Ive read your words.
Theres something about how you write and what you write about that resonates with my soul so deeply.
Ive been reading your articles online for months, and each time my feelings for you grow stronger.
Its as if I am falling in love with a stranger.
The love I feel for you is perhaps like that of a mothers love.
I wish to look after you.
Nathan McBride
I want to be there for you.
I want to hold you.
As it happens, Ive moved closer to you, because life has simply made me relocate.
I must be coming across as some crazy, obsessed and lonely person.
I wonder if you have ever felt lonely for friends.
I wonder if that feeling has made you feel inadequate too.
You are almost celebrity to me.
When I found out that we share a favorite author in an email you sent, my heart grew.
When I imagine us meeting, I imagine hours of conversation.
No small talk, just the sharing of experiences and feelings.
Maybe even using each others shoulders to cry on.
Either way, its magical, like an inspiring, heart-prodding montage of our friendship blossoming.
I dont think you see me the same way.
Im just an internet acquaintance, which is probably all that Ill ever be.
Fear of rejection is keeping me at bay.
Would somebody like you even find me interesting?
