This stunning photo and essay collection will help you understand the many facets of autism like never before.

Before I was diagnosed, Id always thought that something was wrong with me.

I felt disconnected from the world around me misunderstood.

What It’s Like Living With Autism

Eileen Lamb

I wonder if neurotypical people notice how many annoying, intrusive noises there are in a grocery store.

The constantbip bip bipof the cash registers sends me jolting.

Because thesebipsarent predictable and dont follow a pattern, they drive me crazy.

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To me, being able to effortlessly navigate a grocery store seems like a superpower.

How do they not feel incredibly overwhelmed?

But the hardest part of having autism for me is the social aspect.

I struggle to find my place socially.

Its hard for me to find a balance between the two.

Thats when the overthinking comes in.

Did I talk too much?

Was I wearing the right clothes?

Was my text too needy?

Was I supposed to lie about that thing to make them happy?

Did my facial expression match what I was thinking?

It made me stronger.