You didn’t just lose a person.
You didn’t just lose a girlfriend.
You didn’t just lose a friend.
God & Man
You lost your opportunity to have a future with me.
You lost a lifetime.
A lifetime you could have had…with me.
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Updated 8 years ago,August 7, 2017
You didnt just lose a person.
You didnt just lose a girlfriend.
You didnt just lose a friend.
God & Man
You lost your opportunity to have a future with me.
You lost a lifetime.
A lifetime you could have had…with me.
Maybe it doesnt sound like much now.
Maybe it doesnt sound so great.
Maybe it doesnt interest you.
But one day you are going to look back and realize all that you left.
And your chest will be filled with regret when you see that Im doing fine.
I dont know what my future holds.
But I know its something good, with orwithout you.
Maybe Ill have someone else on the other side of the bed too.
Or maybe Ill be in Brooklyn, like we always talked about.
But I wouldnt miss you anymore.
Maybe Ill wear more plaid shirts, no makeup, content with the simple exhale of a smile.
There are countless scenarios.
So manydaydreamsI can think up.
So much hope for my future.
But what I do know for sure, is that it wont have you in it.
And thats on you.
You lost my way too loud laugh.
You lost my head always resting on your shoulders.
You lost my body and my mind.
You lost my eyes when I looked at you.You lost my heart.
You lost my future more confident self.
You lost my future career we wouldve thrown a party for.
You lost the opportunity to have my kids, the opportunity to say I do.
You lost the moment I couldve walked down the aisle straight towards you.
You lost all of me and all of my future self all at once.
You lost the opportunity of our bond growing even closer as time passed.
You lost our dream and our daydreams and our shooting stars.
You lost my love.
That could have lasted for eternity.
I dont know what my future will look like.
But I know someone else will have my heart.
And I know that Ill eventually find the person who wont want to see me bleed.
And youre the one to blame for your loss of me.
Youre the only one to blame.
