It means allowing yourself to fall completely apart and be okay with not getting up for a while.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 7, 2017
Moving on isnt pretty or fun or easy.
Honestly, theres a lot of ugliness and pain that comes with it.
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Its allowing yourself to make really irrational choices and decisions when it comes to this person you still love.
Its becoming angry at them for hurting you.
And saying a lot of things you dont mean.
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You dont realize it but that anger is really a masked pain in disguise.
Its texting them about something stupid just hoping they will answer and you’re able to talk.
Because you miss them.
But more than that you miss what you used to be.
Its going to the gym more and you swear it has nothing to do with them.
Its using anything to numb the pain they caused.
But you realize when you drink there isnt enough alcohol to forget them.
Its struggling to sleep at night remembering when it was them lying next to you.
Do all the things they didnt approve of just to prove now I can.
Its appearing to be happier than you actually are because you dont want people to know youre hurting.
Its seeing your ex everywhere.
You struggle with even knowing what its like to be alone.
So you date like youre supposed to.
You date a lot.
And these people are so attractive and have so much going for them.
Because even if its broken you know in your heart you, deserve better than this.
You know its for the best to try and move on.
Its making the choice to move on because you know they already have.
Because you realized you’re able to survive without them.
You realized its going to be okay.
