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Updated 4 years ago,January 24, 2021
I am a fighter.
I fight Gods plan.
I fight things that dont make sense to me right away.
Carina König
I fight back against whatever doesnt sit right.
Because I get scared when things dont fall perfectly into place.
I get nervous when I dont hear Gods voice whispering to me.
I get anxious when I cant take matters into my own hands, have them make sense.
But how often do we fight a losing battle?
How many times have we tried to rush, push, make things go our way?
And how many of those times have we failed?
The truth is, life doesnt always go according to our plan.
Well have moments where everything is seemingly perfect, and then itll catastrophically fall apart.
Well be with whom we think is our forever, and then well watch helplessly as the relationship crumbles.
Well pursue the career we hoped and prayed for, and discover it doesnt make sense.
Well rise, and then well fall down.
And then in time well rise again.
But in all of those moments, we cant possibly have the answers to every question in our heads.
We cant possibly know whats right, or good, or ours to keep.
We just have to trustour higher power, the universe, ourselves.
We have to keep moving forward.
Even if that doesnt happen on our timeline.
The truth is, whats meant to be ours will come.
Relationships will drift because they are making room for the right people.
Love will fade because that individual wasnt meant to be with us forever.
Jobs will shift to create new opportunities.
Plans will completely change because were not supposed to be stuck in one place.
When these things are happening, we might be terrified.
It might feel like our entire worlds are falling apart.
Sometimesprayersarent answered because something more beautiful is on its way.
We dont have to stress.
We dont have to overthink.
Because none of that is true.
We dont have to waste time searching and pursuing things that leave.
We must, instead, follow what feels right and trust thatif itisright, it will happen.
We have to know what were worth, and yet, always strive tobe a person deservingof those blessings.
We dont have to fight it.
We dont have to rush.
We dont have to live in a constant place of stress or anxiousness.
We simply have to let go, to make room, to trust.
And allow whats ours to find us.
