When he comes back as you know he would, this is what you should do.
Firstly remember the last time you talk to him.
How long it had been since you heard from him.
The initial hurt that you went through when he seemed to disappear from the face of the earth.
The lack of closure that haunted you for many days and weeks afterward.
Think of the aching pain in your heart when he left you in the lurch.
How he wasnt the one you thought he was when he couldnt step up and reciprocate your feelings.
Recall to the instances of how he hasnt been there for you when you need him the most.
How you had given him your heart yet never caught a glimpse of his.
He wasnt the miracle that you had hoped he was.
He wasnt the salvation that you wished for.
He was your undoing who pushed you to the edge with your broken heart.
He wasnt your person and he never will be.
He was just selfish, treating you as his convenience and option until someone better comes.
He was immature, no idea what he wanted and persisted to drag you down with him.
He was inconsistent with his words and actions, leaving you in a mess of confusion and instability.
But now you have the choice to do it differently this time.
You have the ability to choose a different ending.
You have the power to walk away from the one who hurt you the most.
Let go of how you think you need him.
Let go of the love for him because this isnt love.
Let go of the possibility that it could be different and there is a different outcome.
Let go of how you think you should keep him in your life.
Let it all go and ignore his text.
Dont let him come back and affect your peace of mind.
Dont ignore the blatant red flags warning you that everything would eventually come crashing down.
Dont believe for a second that he would be different.
Dont ever go back to him.
Because this time, youre ready to do things differently.
Youre ready to meet your person and one that you realized can never be him.
