I don’t obsess over you.
I don’t wake up with your name on my lips.
There is a piece of me that still loves you.
Bianca des Jardins
I will always feel that way.
We had something special.
I know we didnt make the best fit.
I know we are better off apart.
When I say I have moved on, I dont mean you never pop into my head anymore.
There are stillsongsthat make me think of you.
You are not completely erased from my memories.
It would be impossible to forget you.
You will always be somewhere in the back of my mind.
I dont attempt to figure out the reasons why we fell apart.
I dont daydream about running into you and flirting the way we used to do.
I dont obsess over you.
I dont wake up with your name on my lips.
When I say I have moved on, I dont mean Imhappyabout our relationship ending.
Breakups always suck, even in hindsight.
I really liked you back then and losing you was difficult for me to deal with.
I cried a lot.
I screamed a lot.
I hated myself for a long time and then I hated you.
Recovering from what happened between us was far from easy.
Our good memories dont bring me to tears anymore.
They make me smile because I am happy we at least had a short time together.
We might have made sense in the past, but not in the future.
