Suddenly what used to be your punch in isnt anymore.
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Updated 7 years ago,August 26, 2018
Shes not the throw in of girl you date.
Shes the one you think about dating.
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Shes the one you flirt with.
The one you know cares about you even if she hasnt said it.
Shes the one who can lay there with you in bed yet you dont make a move.
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Part of you wants to but part of you is apprehensive to step over that line.
Shes the one who will kiss you in the morning.
Say I love you.
Text you later that day like its nothing.
Shes the one you know with certainty will always be there for you.
The one you dont have to talk to every day or give too much attention to.
But you know youll always have hers.
The one whotreats you betterthan any girl you know.
Shes the one whose heart you know you have.
But you keep it in your back pocket for safe keeping.
The one who smiles and jumps into your arms when she sees you.
The one you might confide and ask for advice even if its about other girls.
Shes the girl that will build you up when everyone else is playing games and messing with your head.
The one who will remind you of all you have to offer someone.
Shes the one who looks at you and sees you through eyes of perfection.
Shes not the girl you date.
Shes the girl your mom wishes you would date.
The one who has a relationship with your family and sometimes wishes she had one with you.
Shes the one who wont push you for more than what youre willing to give.
Even if its bits and pieces.
Shes the one that you know would be the perfect girlfriend.
The one you know you could have if you wanted her.
But something about her is too easy.
But not easy in todays definition.
She has standards and self respect and wont just sleep with anyone.
The one youre tempted to touch sometime but youre too afraid to.
The one you admire from afar.
And youre not the only one.
Sometimes you question why shes single.
And she does too.
When she has guys telling her shes everything they could want but still dont choose her.
But she wont ever admit it.
Shell just carry one with this unwavering strength.
She struggles to truly believe its their loss for not seeing her value.
But maybe if she keeps repeating it to herself she will believe it.
Shes not the girl you date.
Shes the girl you think about dating.
The girl you flirt with.
The one you take out to dinner.
The one youre comfortable with.
The one youve thought about as more than a friend.
But for some reason it doesnt go past a thought.
Shes the one people ask about.
Shes the one everyone says would be perfect for you.
And you know it too.
Excuses like you value her as a person and you like her asfriendare just lies.
The truth is you like having her there as some safety net.
Shes not the girl you date.
Shes the girl you think about dating.
The one you dont want to date now.
The emotions shes doesnt hold back.
The blunt nature and caring all the time you didnt.
Her ability to forgive.
The support system you need and her always being in your corner.
The independence that suddenly seems more attractive than ever before.
Suddenly what used to be your jot down isnt anymore.
You realize her mindset will be what raises your family and thats not the girls you used to date.
The fact she never pretended to be someone she wasnt, thats what you are suddenly looking for.
The one who challenges you, emotionally and intelliecutally pushing you to be more.
She makes you want to be a better man.
A man she deserves.
Shes not the kind of girl you.
Shes the girl who sets the standards for what you look for in the person you end up marrying.
