I trust in the feelings I get around you.
Those kind of feelings arent just something you throw away.
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Updated 7 years ago,June 13, 2018
I dont care where our paths are leading.
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I dont care that right now yours is different than mine.
I dont care that youre millions of miles away.
I dont care as long as somewhere down the line we meet back up.
Because baby, when that happens, its going to be pure and utter magic.
I know you have to go.
I know you have to find yourself.
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The nights are going to feel endless without you.
The days are going to drag.
But I know were doing the right thing.
Im not going to stop you from going because I care about you too much to do that.
But Im going to miss you.
Every single second youre gone.
Im going to miss the way you smell.
The way you laugh.
And even though youre not in my arms, you will always be in my heart.
Thats where you belong anyway.
And I cant do that to you yet.
I would find you to tell you how incredibly strong you are.
To give you the motivation you oughta keep going.
I will forever and always be your strength during your times of weakness.
Get out of here and dont look back.
Because if you do look back or hesitate for a second, Im going to break.
Im going to lose my nerve thats telling me to let you go.
Im going to put my needs above yours and Im going to be incredibly selfish.
As bad as I want to ask you to stay, I know what youre meant to go.
Youre meant for more than this place.
Youre meant to see the world and discover things that not many people have the opportunity to.
Theres no way that I can go with you because in some ways that will hold you back.
So chase those feelings that are telling you go and hold on to them in your darkest times.
Because they will get you through the lonely.
If Im holding you back at all, know that Ill be all right.
Ill be all right because you have given me the inspiration to find myself.
So maybe its naive to think that this will work out.
That magically we will end up together.
That we wont meet other people along the way.
That we wont be led astray from whatever this is between us.
And maybe we will.But I trust in the feelings I get around you.
Those kind of feelings arent just something you throw away.
Because when someone feels like home you dont forget them.
