Maybe they acted like your pain was more of a burden than anything else.
Maybe they acted like they didn’t want to hear it.
They just cant see what youre going through because you hide it so well.
God & Man
They dont understand the extent of your pain, because you never talk to them.
You never let them know whats going on.
They cant help you, because you arentlettingthem help you.
You are pushing them away.
You are making them think you are perfectlyfine.
Or maybe thats not the case at all.
God & Man
Maybe the signs are right in front of their faces.
They brushed it off and assumed you were going through a phase.
That you were being dramatic.
Do you really hate us that much?
Maybe they acted like your pain was more of a burden than anything else.
Maybe they acted like they didnt want to hear it.
Even if that was there reaction, it isnt because they dont love you.
Its because they love you too much.
Thats why they dont see how much youre suffering.
They dontwantto see it.
If they saw it, then they would have to admit that something is wrong.
That something needs to change.
That their behavior might have contributed toward your suffering.
That they may have made things worse.
Thattheymight need to change too.
Even if they aretoxicand dont deserve to be a part of your world anymore.
You arent living for them.
You are living foryou.
You are worthy of happiness.
You deserve to feel fulfilled.
You are going to make something of yourself one day.
You might feel like a failure today.
You might feel completely alone today.
You might doubt things will change for you as of today.
But you have a beautiful heart.
You have a beautiful mind.
You have a beautiful spirit.
