I get attached easily because it’s rare for me to get along with other people.
Usually, I have nothing to say.
Usually, I fake laughs and smiles until I’m alone again and can breathe.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 5, 2017
I will let you ignore my texts.
I will let you cancel plans.
I will let you flirt with other people in front of me.
I will let you treat me like shit and I will still come running back.
I will give you a million chances, even if you dont deserve them.
Even if I would be better off walking away from you.
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Even if youre hurting me more than youre uplifting me.
No matter how poorly you treat me, I will stick around.
Its not out of the goodness of my heart.
Its not because I believe insecond chances.
Its because I dont want you to leave.
I want you to stay.
I want you in my world for years to come.
I cling on tightly.
I refuse to admit defeat.
I will keep texting you until you ignore me three or four times in a row.
I will keep flirting with you until I embarrass myself.
Until you explicitly tell me nothing is ever going to happen between us.
What if you feel the same way but are afraid to admit it?
What if you secretly like me as much as I like you?
I dont want to do too little and lose you.
I would rather try too hard and look too clingy.
I getattached easilybecause its rare for me to get along with other people.
Usually, I have nothing to say.
Usually, I fake laughs and smiles until Im alone again and can breathe.
I want to preserve our relationship.
I want to do everything possible to keep you in my life.
I have a difficult time letting go.
