I miss you and youre sitting right in front of me.
But I miss more who we used to be.
And the thoughts that float in my mind is, are you over it?
God & Man
Are you over me?
Am I making this up in my head?
But something about us just doesnt feel right these days.
God & Man
I used to be confident in you and how you felt now Im not.
I keep trying to fix this but I dont know if its something I can fix.
And its hurting me to do so.
But Ive never been someone who gives up that easy.
Im over here overcompensating just to give you a reason to stay but it shouldnt be like that.
You keep telling me were fine.
But nothing about this feels fine its like neither of us wants to say whats so obvious.
I look at you and its like Im looking at a familiar stranger.
Maybe we dont want to accept the fact its really over.
Or maybe thats just me So I avoid it.
And instead of addressing the issue were doing some dance of being awkwardly polite.
And were talking but no one is actually saying anything.
I dont want to give up on you or us but sometimes fate has other plans.
And I wish we could go back to a time where we were crazy about each other.
I think part of me will always love you.
But I cant keep wondering how you feel about me.
I cant keep waking up wondering will this be the day you say goodbye.
I cant keep trying to save something that only I seem to care about these days.
And I keep looking at my reflection questioning if its me thats done something wrong here.
Running over details in the past wondering.
Looking at other girls and thinking they can give you something I cant seem to.
It kills me to let go.
But its hurting me to hold on to something thats not here anymore.
It hurts me thinking about where we used to be.
We both have changed.
Your smile is still one that makes my heart skip a beat.
I still look at you as my best friend.
And I dont know if I can do better than someone who has been the absolute best to me.
But these days I havent been sleeping.
I miss you and youre sitting right in front of me.
But I miss more who we used to be.I think my greatest fear isnt letting go.
My greatest fear is discovering that you already did a long time ago.
