You arent lounging around in bed all day because youre enjoying yourself.
Youre not kicking back and relaxing like everyone thinks you are.
You just dont care enough to get up.
Maddi Bazzocco
You dont see the point.
You dont have the motivation.
It wouldnt make you happier.
It wouldnt make you more successful.
It wouldnt change a thing.
You dont have the energy to get up.
To clean the dishes.
To brush your hair.
To walk the dog.
To send a text.
To read a text.
To change out of your pajamas.
If you arent leaving the house, theres no reason you should probably look good.
If no one is coming over, theres no reason you need your place to look good, either.
Youd only be doing those little things for yourself, and honestly, you couldnt care less about yourself.
When yourenot okay, caring about anything at all requires too much effort.
You dont care about work.
You dont care about social media.
You dont care about your friendships.
You dont care about your favorite music or shows or movies.
You dont care about anything the usual-you cares deeply about.
It makes you feel like a stranger in your own body.
It makes you feel like something is very wrong.
When yourenot okay,you wake up every morning hoping that youve finally snapped out of it.
you oughta wait for the feeling to pass.
you oughta be patient.
When yourenot okay, everything on your regular schedule seems pointless.
Hanging out with your best friends seems pointless.
Eating your favorite food seems pointless.
Watching your favorite movie seems pointless.
All of the things that usually make you happy suddenly lose their appeal.
It feels like nothing is going to change your mood.
It feels like youre going to be stuck this way forever.
