Are you only going to love me until you realize how hard loving me actually is?
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Updated 5 months ago,November 19, 2024
Why do you want to kiss me?
Or do you want to kiss me for a different reason?

Wendy Liu
Is it because you are searching for a white picket fence romance?
Are you going to run away when our problems show their face?
Are you only going to love me until you realize how hard loving me actually is?

Or do you want to kiss me for therightreasons?
Do you want to build a future together, as teammates?
Are you willing to watch me crumble onto bathroom floors with my knees shaking?
Are you still going to be there for me when its time for tough conversations?
Are you going to help me through my pain?
Are you going to take my side?
Are you going to be able to handle the darkest pieces of me?
Are you going to continue loving me, even during the moments when I struggle to love myself?
I cannot give you a fairy tale.
I can only give you a reality.
And the reality is, sometimes things are going to be difficult.
Sometimes we are going to argue.
Sometimes our love is not going to look like the movies.
Sometimes our relationship is going to be beautiful and sometimes it is going to suck.
I need someone who can handle that.
I need someone who can love me through that.
Otherwise, I am not interested in getting closer to you, not even for a kiss.