You showed me what you’re capable of doing to someone you supposedly love.
I know there were good moments too, but the bad ones are stronger.
Theyre the ones that keep me awake at night.
Lucas Mendes
You showed me what youre capable of doing to someone you supposedly love.
You showed me the worst parts of yourself and Im not sure whether I can handle them.
Im having such a hard time forgiving you because theres no way to tell whether youve changed.
Im having such a hard time forgiving you because part of me doesntwantto forgive you.
I dont want to risk getting hurt again.
I dont want to put myself through uncontrollable stress again.
I dont want to experience that pain again.
Im having such a hard time forgiving you because you were completely in the wrong.
Theres no excuse for your behavior.
Theres no way to explain the way you acted.
Theres no way for me to take some of the blame.
This was entirely on you.
And now youre paying the price for it.
Im having such a hard time forgiving you because it would be so much easier to turn away.
It would be easier to cut you out of my world forever.
It would be easier to keep you far, far away from me.
