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Updated 8 years ago,July 26, 2017
Im officially in my 30s.
My heart and mind havent been keeping up to be honest.
Sometimes, I wish I could just remain that little girl I once was.
Abdiel Ibarra
Life was much easier those days.
As you get older, you learn how to survive and become independent.
First of all, most of the people work to pay their rent and bills.
I have been working for 7 years in Tokyo, and I was an independent woman.
I was proud of myself and I assume I was doing pretty good.
But as the years passed by, I start feeling that something was missing in my life.
Abdiel Ibarra
Then I realized that I was going to hit my 30s soon.
I had a job as a translator and it was a steady job which I couldnt complain about.
But I knew I didnt want to end up in the company I was working at that time.
Ive always wanted to go overseas and see if I could fill what is missing in my life.
Its pretty depressing riding the train every day during the rush hours.
Everybody looks like a zombie and the train is packed as hell.
I decided to quit my job with other various circumstances overlapping.
Now Im back at my hometown and figuring out what my next step will be.
Im definitely determined that I want to step out of Japan and explore another world.
Sometimes I think why didnt I make a move earlier, but its never too late to start right?
The most important thing is to be satisfied with yourself and your life.
